#7
written January 15, 2002
Closed off the sunset
So long fantasizing about the darkness
fill me
hold me
keep me
consume me
I never will be all the shit you wanted for me
How could you pull away
And ignore the disappointment on my face?
How could you close the door
And shut out the sobs and screams?
How could you take away
The only good I could find in this hell?
Now, I'll never trust you again
and, NO!, this isn't over yet
I'll never add up to you
I'll never stand up to you
I'll never give up on you
and I'll never give myself to you
again
written January 15, 2002
Closed off the sunset
So long fantasizing about the darkness
fill me
hold me
keep me
consume me
I never will be all the shit you wanted for me
How could you pull away
And ignore the disappointment on my face?
How could you close the door
And shut out the sobs and screams?
How could you take away
The only good I could find in this hell?
Now, I'll never trust you again
and, NO!, this isn't over yet
I'll never add up to you
I'll never stand up to you
I'll never give up on you
and I'll never give myself to you
again
